Monday, September 20, 2010

For the Vibrationally Aware

I prepared my space last night for a calming and deeply connecting meditation to bring in self awareness to gain inner peace and calm. The room filled with gentle music, burning sage, a soft bed, and one tea light that beamed throughout the room.

I let go my mind and tuned into the experience. Energies filled my awareness and I was fully open to accept without judgment or even needing to understand what was going to happen in my moment of relaxation and truth.

I layed my hands upon my belly. I asked to communicate with my baby. He darted from the bottom of the bed and I could see it with my eyes in this world. It was fast and surprising. He is so adorable with chestnut hair and partially Asian shaped eyes with a button nose. He showed to me age 4 or 5 years old. He reminded me of his daddy.

I used a quartz crystal on my heart and later placed on my womb. I could feel this beam of energy working fast and this acceleration that was connecting to the stars. I could feel the separation of him and doing his own thing and having his own experience as I witnessed my body involved. That was amazing to share in and very telling of spiritual energy. I feel like my baby is a boy and later will talk more about my feelings around girl or boy.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Dreaming........

My life is changing more and more in each breath, and I am ready to make new moves that mean releasing the past. How easy it is to absorb chaos or stay in one place out of personal fears. When is it time to trust in the power of the divine? The time is now as I fall into the heart of love, while my old fear watches. I am moving physically and energetically into the mountains to birth and raise my family. My small family of us three. We will be close to the city, but very into the beating heart of nature. Peace and solitude will finally be with me everyday. I live in an area that no longer can carry or requires my vibrational field. The excitement consumes me and joy becomes all of me. I am ready today to move to my mountain retreat and fully commit to soul therapy in service of others.

My new spiritual news: I woke today with a deep knowing that my baby dreams. I can fully understand and feel like our dreams are separate, even if baby can experience the energy of mommy's dreams. My partner laughed and said what does the baby dream about turning from side to side watching my womb. Such a simple statement, and in truth the soul will bring many other lifetimes into this new life and some earth lives, while others non earth lives. I adore my baby growing inside my energized space of creation, and enjoy the little baby flutters I feel. My experiences of the divine and soul connection will further expand my mind and open my heart. I am open and ready for anything!