My connection to mother divine is strengthening and my trust in pregnancy continues to increase. I keep in mind that my own wisdom of birthing is mine. The sacred feminine is an innate truth that requires remembering it, and tapping into centuries beyond time of the love and grace of women-ness.
The baby has been active in my physical body until today. I tune in and do not feel the soul close by, but very far in a place of choices. This scared my partner for a moment, until I told him that are baby is with other angelic/ dimensional beings making choices. His response was becoming a boy or girl? I said possibly so. I do not feel like we need to be alarmed because what is happening is in perfect alignment with all souls. I can tune into this sacred ceremony of choices in earth life and I am in waiting for this to see what happens over the next days to come.
Will my little girl speak softly with her field of light or will my little boy electrify his energy field with his presence? Check back soon to see!
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Heavenly Self
What a blissful day I experienced. It was a day of soul and body self care, and long over due. I started with an angelic energy session with a very kind and awakened goddess. She held an angelic space full of the mother god energy. Providing knowledge that excited my thoughts with the power of holding two energies - me and baby, and how my ability to connect to creation is big, especially know. I feel extreme balance and I feel like a different being and this new me is very different and I am open to embrace and love this experience I am in now.
I was able to gain clarity into the sacred feminine, motherhood, and life purpose. I was being encouraged and seen for who I am. I love to be seen for who I am and with an open heart and alignment of souls---such beauty can be witnessed. I miss connecting to souls like this.
After the session, I drove down the street to get an organic natural facial for free. I loved it! This special woman also had a gift of healing and made my face glow with natural minerals and salves. I received a gentle massage of upper body and face. This is something that needs to be done often and everyone should try it out.
I do not want to lose focus on self care, especially now. My sensitivity to chill is strong and it has challenged me in my work. Needing to create more me time to rest, reflect, and care for me. Why is that so hard for many women in pregnancy? I would love to take more time to relax and connect to nature, the ocean, yoga, massage and energy healing. My time is soon and I hold a great intention to be fully heart aligned in every moment.
I was able to gain clarity into the sacred feminine, motherhood, and life purpose. I was being encouraged and seen for who I am. I love to be seen for who I am and with an open heart and alignment of souls---such beauty can be witnessed. I miss connecting to souls like this.
After the session, I drove down the street to get an organic natural facial for free. I loved it! This special woman also had a gift of healing and made my face glow with natural minerals and salves. I received a gentle massage of upper body and face. This is something that needs to be done often and everyone should try it out.
I do not want to lose focus on self care, especially now. My sensitivity to chill is strong and it has challenged me in my work. Needing to create more me time to rest, reflect, and care for me. Why is that so hard for many women in pregnancy? I would love to take more time to relax and connect to nature, the ocean, yoga, massage and energy healing. My time is soon and I hold a great intention to be fully heart aligned in every moment.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
The Dark Side
Nobody ever wants to express the challenges of pregnancy. It is always aren't you excited? In the middle of a weepy emotional challenge and feeling forced to be happy when in that moment I am insane. Pregnancy is a huge change to your body and psyche. It sometimes feels like I am standing on the edge of the beach when a wave tries to force me to fall. I am trying hard to hold myself up, but what I want to do it let go and let the waves take me. Maybe I need to let the waves take me and trust in nature. Its the unknown mixed in a cocktail of my thoughts that convinces me to fight.
The mystery continues to share with me the experience of pregnancy. I am feeling much better physically, which has allowed me to let go more and stop battling with my feelings. I want to be cheerful and mindful of myself, and recently do feel that way, but last week was weepy, weepy and more weepy. I was dark. I had thoughts and feelings that scared others, which would force me to retreat into my bed and feel my misery of emotions. I have never had these intense feelings before, and I feel like the baby's divine soul is helping me to connect to my addictive emotions that are my past. It is so overwhelming, but needs to be cleared.
This is a different time and my heart needs to be pure for myself and child. I am being pushed into an uncomforable spaces in my life, and not with ease. A part of me knows this is a very powerful space to be in. I have to remind myself to be present and real, even in pain. My truth will prevail and this I must hold very close to my heart. Time will tell what emerges over the next months.
The mystery continues to share with me the experience of pregnancy. I am feeling much better physically, which has allowed me to let go more and stop battling with my feelings. I want to be cheerful and mindful of myself, and recently do feel that way, but last week was weepy, weepy and more weepy. I was dark. I had thoughts and feelings that scared others, which would force me to retreat into my bed and feel my misery of emotions. I have never had these intense feelings before, and I feel like the baby's divine soul is helping me to connect to my addictive emotions that are my past. It is so overwhelming, but needs to be cleared.
This is a different time and my heart needs to be pure for myself and child. I am being pushed into an uncomforable spaces in my life, and not with ease. A part of me knows this is a very powerful space to be in. I have to remind myself to be present and real, even in pain. My truth will prevail and this I must hold very close to my heart. Time will tell what emerges over the next months.
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