The New Year is about here! 2010 into 2011 and about 4 weeks left until I get to meet baby boy in body. He is active and so loveable and I am always sending him heart hugs with giggles of delite.
My heart and wisdom are all involved in my birthing choice...to be at home. I have never thought any other option that would fit me and who I am. I believe different levels of consciousness reflect ones life choices, energies & experiences. I have been happy to get positive feedback and support about my choices and the negative comments are nonexistence because I am not owning how others live in fear. I know myself and trust me and that is what matters. I am aware of me and baby boys vibration to follow those frequencies we live within.
Baby boy's soul continues to evolve into what he needs to shape his earth experiences by coming into form with divine talents. He visits other worlds to gain maturity into a level of wisdom that I may never truly understand. I am an observer of it all and very accepting of his choices already.
I look forward into seeing into his eyes of wisdom and his heart of gold, which I am sure will melt me into submission of just adoring and loving him to death. He is like the wisest of angels, the joyful est of dolphins, & the smartest of universal leaders.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
I Heart TRUST
People like to believe they are giving you good advice even if it is laced with fears of ones own personal journey into the experience of birthing or just expressing the newest experts selling advice. Birthing and pregnancy is an experience that gets filled with all types of suggestions, judgments, and fears. Some advice can be loving and filled with openness, while others leave you filling empty and doubtful.
The media of books, magazines, and movies can easily fool the mind with illusions of what pregnancy and birthing should look like, which can force a negative commonalty among women, leaving an unnatural impression into the next generations psyche. It is similar to televisions romanticizing what a sexual relationship should look like through the lens of untruthfulness and fantasy or perhaps wishful thinking. Also filling up the minds with what is right and what is wrong behavior. After all, sexual connection in action is how conception occurs, but I will leave this topic to other experts that express heart centered positivity in sexuality and inner education.
What is lacking in pregnancy information is teaching about the awareness of being grounded by the true heart. In the true heart no fear, pain, confusion or self defeat exists. It is warm, pure, loving and does not think in the language of pain or abuse. The true heart lives in the moment with the desire to lead, love, and heal. The true heart lives regardless if one is aware or unaware of it, but being aware of the heart will make life move more smoothly and with purpose. It will give one peace of mind and harmony in the soul. It will make you smile just for being alive.
Fear versus the true heart can be a balancing act. Embracing uncertainty and the unknown allows the true heart to fully take over in trust. I have been activating my personal wisdom during pregnancy and I am open to emanate the natural joy of it that glows from me. Fear and heart seem to be ignited by many experiences during this very unique time of change.
I surround myself with inspiring souls to further bring my own personal birthing journey into a deeper place of honesty and self love. A friend who has had troublesome birth experiences before did not need those lessons anymore. It's never too late to shift patterns of the past. She took her new birth experience that was filled with uncertainty and decided to deeply trust her process for herself and family. She actived her heart to lead her sweet child into this life in an unassisted birth.
It takes a level of consciousness for this experience to unfold and seems scary to many because the fear and expections of what society created has structured ones thoughts away from womens wisdom. Living in delusions can only be satisfied for so long, and then one must be a leader of the self in order for the world to rotate in its rhythmic tones of love. Energy always meets energy, and awareness of that reality is what makes self growth and soul expansion possible.
In the true heart and wisdom of pregnancy & birthing, I am full of gratitude for sharing such beauty and divine grace with all the supportive women in my life today. I hold love intentions that WE keep evolving and will continue as the old continues to dissolve into its own darkness.
In love & truth for the sacred goddess in all women!
The media of books, magazines, and movies can easily fool the mind with illusions of what pregnancy and birthing should look like, which can force a negative commonalty among women, leaving an unnatural impression into the next generations psyche. It is similar to televisions romanticizing what a sexual relationship should look like through the lens of untruthfulness and fantasy or perhaps wishful thinking. Also filling up the minds with what is right and what is wrong behavior. After all, sexual connection in action is how conception occurs, but I will leave this topic to other experts that express heart centered positivity in sexuality and inner education.
What is lacking in pregnancy information is teaching about the awareness of being grounded by the true heart. In the true heart no fear, pain, confusion or self defeat exists. It is warm, pure, loving and does not think in the language of pain or abuse. The true heart lives in the moment with the desire to lead, love, and heal. The true heart lives regardless if one is aware or unaware of it, but being aware of the heart will make life move more smoothly and with purpose. It will give one peace of mind and harmony in the soul. It will make you smile just for being alive.
Fear versus the true heart can be a balancing act. Embracing uncertainty and the unknown allows the true heart to fully take over in trust. I have been activating my personal wisdom during pregnancy and I am open to emanate the natural joy of it that glows from me. Fear and heart seem to be ignited by many experiences during this very unique time of change.
I surround myself with inspiring souls to further bring my own personal birthing journey into a deeper place of honesty and self love. A friend who has had troublesome birth experiences before did not need those lessons anymore. It's never too late to shift patterns of the past. She took her new birth experience that was filled with uncertainty and decided to deeply trust her process for herself and family. She actived her heart to lead her sweet child into this life in an unassisted birth.
It takes a level of consciousness for this experience to unfold and seems scary to many because the fear and expections of what society created has structured ones thoughts away from womens wisdom. Living in delusions can only be satisfied for so long, and then one must be a leader of the self in order for the world to rotate in its rhythmic tones of love. Energy always meets energy, and awareness of that reality is what makes self growth and soul expansion possible.
In the true heart and wisdom of pregnancy & birthing, I am full of gratitude for sharing such beauty and divine grace with all the supportive women in my life today. I hold love intentions that WE keep evolving and will continue as the old continues to dissolve into its own darkness.
In love & truth for the sacred goddess in all women!
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