United as One

I am coming very close to my due date of February 1, 2011 with limited time left to organize and unload the old for this new experience. I want what everyone else desires and that is to start this new life with pure peace, deep love, and clarity. I am a busy bee working the hive (home) to get things done. I am feeling good and just feeling open in surrender to the whole birth and what's to come. That moment will tell the reality that I create in unity with another soul shifting into existence.

I told Rain that I would do what I can to make life worth it and that he gets to figure it all out with support from his guides called parents. I cannot interfere with his purpose in life and my heart holds a wealth of power & love from the infinite place of oneness that we will share. I want him to be and do it different without having to carry all my emotional baggage like the way I did for my family. These are different times and he gets a chance to make 2012 something new. He is an anchor of energy that is arriving for a reason. I look forward to whatever it may be.

On another note my mother had a dream with five year old Rain and it was what she needed. She is disabled and unable to leave her bed without assistance from a lift and spends limited time in her wheel chair due to pains. She has been grieving her inability to run with Rain and cook him delicious meals. She cannot be that grandma that she craves to be in spirit. Rain said to her in a dream that he loved her and understood that she could not and would not ever be able to do all those things. He said he just wanted to know her and love her for who she is. My mother was shocked that Rain just wanted to love her for herself and not for what she could or could not do for him physically. My wise boy is already creating connections. This gave my mother peace of mind.

Igniting the Heart Chakra

The heart chakra is the seat of the soul. It is a place of everything and lives in a limitless space of higher consciousness. The heart energy is said to be like a pink gem of light or a green emerald, that emanates from the core of the body. It is like a star burst of beauty with deep knowledge and purpose. The heart carries an infinite amount of love, compassion, truth, intuition, and power. It is not easy to explain in words, but instead it is a feeling experience from the quiet of the soul.

My heart chakra was ignited like a match to a candle that first week after conception. I could feel my heart glow in deep love and it was very emotional and energetic. If I could measure it physically it would show up on a meter for sure. That heart to heart link was my baby's heart to mine; Creating a divine spark that keeps growing and changing.

His heart soul continued to create a powerful connection between us and as the months have gone by the igniting process has become one with me. I do not feel it as a new experience, but it has merged into becoming one with my heart. I could easily believe that I have lost it out of fear or I could go deeper and resonate with the truth that it has become one. His heart and my heart fuel a special bond and link that will forever exist.

The arrival of baby boy will be soon be here and much excitement and anticipation of what will unfold in this spiritual pregnancy into spiritual birthing experience. I feel blessed and loved during my final steps of being a prenatal goddess.