I am coming very close to my due date of February 1, 2011 with limited time left to organize and unload the old for this new experience. I want what everyone else desires and that is to start this new life with pure peace, deep love, and clarity. I am a busy bee working the hive (home) to get things done. I am feeling good and just feeling open in surrender to the whole birth and what's to come. That moment will tell the reality that I create in unity with another soul shifting into existence.
I told Rain that I would do what I can to make life worth it and that he gets to figure it all out with support from his guides called parents. I cannot interfere with his purpose in life and my heart holds a wealth of power & love from the infinite place of oneness that we will share. I want him to be and do it different without having to carry all my emotional baggage like the way I did for my family. These are different times and he gets a chance to make 2012 something new. He is an anchor of energy that is arriving for a reason. I look forward to whatever it may be.
On another note my mother had a dream with five year old Rain and it was what she needed. She is disabled and unable to leave her bed without assistance from a lift and spends limited time in her wheel chair due to pains. She has been grieving her inability to run with Rain and cook him delicious meals. She cannot be that grandma that she craves to be in spirit. Rain said to her in a dream that he loved her and understood that she could not and would not ever be able to do all those things. He said he just wanted to know her and love her for who she is. My mother was shocked that Rain just wanted to love her for herself and not for what she could or could not do for him physically. My wise boy is already creating connections. This gave my mother peace of mind.
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