A Change in Consciousness

Did I feel that? The shift? A unique change that has brought awareness. Another rise in humanities souls to bring deeper peace and love!

The shift just changed my thoughts, and instantly I felt like all things were possible. I am watching the old issues that have haunted me become a vague story. The old is my personal negativity that was fueled by my illusions of lack and insecurity that was created over time. Like mold or a dusty corner that instantly stopped existing without me trying hard to scrub it away. I know I am not alone in this and WE as human souls share some truth together for one another.

In this new stream of consciousness, I decided to meditate with great clarity and love for myself. I have realized that I have been hard on myself during my pregnancy and fighting my body and mind to be who I was, but in fact I will never be who I was; but instead a more evolved being that needs to learn to embrace uncertainly and deep trust.

I feel my little boy wildly moving inside my belly and discovered that when I hold my belly with my hands, that I feel an instead heartlink. It is such a great feeling. Who knew this energy heart inside me pulses with his own purity, trust and joy for his own existence? I meditated and asked my boy about this new energy that has left me with such great connection and less body issues (nausea, upper back pain, etc). He called it an awakening and used the words that people are asleep and more are waking up. Waking up to the special divine connection of each is what I was hearing. I asked about my own openness to seeing a world that many just cannot experience and he said they everyone will in time. His soul was of great beauty made from a dusty trail of stars from the universe. I could see how he is a star child and wondered what things would be like once he's in human body on earth. Will he recall this meeting the past almost eight months or will we just share an understanding and trust of it all.

A Truly Intuitive Pregnancy

I trust in my process and what it means to be pregnant, and what it means to prepare for birthing life. It is so easy to get lost in books and stories of birth from other perspectives. I feel it is important to know your own ways and beliefs in pregnancy and that could be in creation in each breath. It does not need to be written out or over analyzed. My book is my heart. The heart does not hold or control information it lets it intuitively flow through in any moment. In that information is such purity and love; A unique experience that strengthens trust within in all things.

I have been writing and submitting my stories to others for publication. I have How to Have A Spiritual Pregnancy & A Truly Intuitive Pregnancy. I took the title for my blog, but the information is written to make others think and reflect. It is not to follow my method of awareness, but instead to find you own. I want to share in consciousness and support of my sisters of motherhood.

As for how I am doing! Baby Rain is doing great! He is very active and moves wildly. He does a certain dance when he hears or senses the coyotes. Living in an abundant area of these wonderful desert creatures. I hear them in packs mostly and it is distant so far and always around 430am.

I have noticed this 3 times, very distinct movements in my belly. Rain has a connection with this native spirit animal of power, the jokster, and night ender and sun bringing howler. I will continue to explore my feelings of awareness within Rain's own soul communication.