A Change in Consciousness

Did I feel that? The shift? A unique change that has brought awareness. Another rise in humanities souls to bring deeper peace and love!

The shift just changed my thoughts, and instantly I felt like all things were possible. I am watching the old issues that have haunted me become a vague story. The old is my personal negativity that was fueled by my illusions of lack and insecurity that was created over time. Like mold or a dusty corner that instantly stopped existing without me trying hard to scrub it away. I know I am not alone in this and WE as human souls share some truth together for one another.

In this new stream of consciousness, I decided to meditate with great clarity and love for myself. I have realized that I have been hard on myself during my pregnancy and fighting my body and mind to be who I was, but in fact I will never be who I was; but instead a more evolved being that needs to learn to embrace uncertainly and deep trust.

I feel my little boy wildly moving inside my belly and discovered that when I hold my belly with my hands, that I feel an instead heartlink. It is such a great feeling. Who knew this energy heart inside me pulses with his own purity, trust and joy for his own existence? I meditated and asked my boy about this new energy that has left me with such great connection and less body issues (nausea, upper back pain, etc). He called it an awakening and used the words that people are asleep and more are waking up. Waking up to the special divine connection of each is what I was hearing. I asked about my own openness to seeing a world that many just cannot experience and he said they everyone will in time. His soul was of great beauty made from a dusty trail of stars from the universe. I could see how he is a star child and wondered what things would be like once he's in human body on earth. Will he recall this meeting the past almost eight months or will we just share an understanding and trust of it all.