The inhibition of lust, playfulness, and love for a new soul awareness has arrived December 2009. Living in fear of pregnancy as a young woman was not a good feeling, and something that has been worked on as I change and learn more about the divine nature of being. Living in a world that believes morals and values are needed; those morals and values are just stories that keep us chained to ways of living from another perspective and that may not always reflect the heart. My past fears of pregnancy, birthing, and motherhood stems from insecurity and uncertainty that was fueled by my environment. Today, I get to share in freedom, knowledge, and wisdom of my intelligent body and soul.
My personal sexual freedom evolves into something new and unknown, which enlightens my spirit. It has created a new energy in the relationship of deep connection and sexual exploration that may have been lost for sometime. This new found sexual freedom is in joy and welcome of a new soul. During the past few weeks of sexual connection, I noticed or "we" noticed something was different the last time. I am not sure what it was, but I could feel something different inside of me right after. Do I know if I am pregnant….not sure. This feeling is like a guiding angel or some star being offering wisdom. All I can do and would like to do is, just be in life and not worry about it or get overly focused on is it? Or isn’t it? I will know when I need too. I am not the only soul involved in this story.
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